Really kind of frustrated right now. Living situation and stuff. It's times like these where I really hate being adult because of the constant responsibilities, but such is life. It's quite difficult to relax, and to get ahead, though. I'd love to be able to go back to school, but the lack of money and responsibilities tie me down and make this a vicious circle.

If only my parents would have completed their taxes in 2006 so I could've gone to MSUM. I would have been able to transfer to a school to complete a bachelors degree in animation by now.

You who have your parents pay for your schooling have no idea how lucky you are, and no idea what an advantage you have over me.

Despite that, however, it doesn't mean I'm giving up. Yes, I have pity over myself because yes, I do get jealous. I'm sure you'd feel the same way I do.

I've worked so hard just to get here, so if getting what I want kills me, then, that will be the price to pay. I want a life of stability, and for once, I'd like to understand the unity of family. To also understand what it feels like to do work that makes an impact on the life, philosophy, and ideals of others.

I'd like to think that one day, I'll have a home, and a family, one that I can be proud of. I'd like to think that one day my dreams will come true. I know that one day, these will be true. Getting there is just extremely strenuous.

I'm going to be super wrinkly when I'm 40.

I just want enough money to live comfortably, to be able to travel to foreign lands once in a while, to be able to afford clothes and food.

Myeh. Housing Assistance and Food stamps, here I come.